Thursday, April 12, 2007
The last time i saw my dearest ter.....)= ♥
4/12/2007 11:35:00 PM
Went to meet him again!!2dae was a bringing a really sad mood to go and see him.Bt i have promised myself that i will not cry in front of him cos i dun wan to let him see i cry and let him wori abt me.So i muz control myself and have to be happy in front of him.Reach his house at ard 9plus bt i guess he still slping so i dare not to disturb him.so i waited outside for him and wait ard 10plus den gif him a cal.Bt still i cant control myself and i cried again.Den i called him and he picked up the call.I knew he still slping so i ask him to go back n slp again.He was still very tired after the long kbox day.i oso very tired so both of us fall aslp together.at the moment when he lies on my shoulder i feel very blissful becos i can feel his breathing and can peek at him oso.
Den when we looked at each other again and he told me today will be the last time we c each other my tears start to drop.He ask me nt to cry bt i really cant control myself cos when i tink i cant see him 4 two weeks my heart breaks.Bt ter comfort me and sae he still ard ma i still able to see him when he book out frm ns every sat and sun.Bt i noe i shld let him rest and he gt service oso.so it will still be hard to meet him often.Bt still he remain inside my heart and i will always hold on to it.
We chat 4awhile and i ask him should i wait for u when u still in ns??He told me decision lies with me cos he sae he dun wan me to wait for him as 2 years in ns is very long and he sae there are beta guys out there waiting for me.In the end,i told him no matter wat happen,i will still wait for him to some back frm ns.Maybe i really like him alot ba and i want to spend my life with him oso.He say thank you to me for waiting for him and treat him so well.I dun noe wat to sae bt i tink i really nid faith to hold on to tis love.I might not know wat will happen in 2 years time bt i am very sure that i nv regret being with ter.
Soon we went o take train as he gg to meet aaron to go eat sakae sushi so i went along with them bt i alight at somerset as i gg heeren to buy things.Bought a straw bag which i have been aiming for so long and 2dae finally bought it at a discount.After that went to far east to shop and bought a dress kind of clothes which i nv tink of buying de.By i bought it becos i like their design.Den went to meet ger at bugis bt she haven't reached yet so i went ard to shop and again i bought a dancing pants at a cheap price cos edge is moving le so they are clearing the stock.Spend so mani $ 2dae and i sure broke again de.
Den went to meet ger at the ctrl station and i was once again happy when i saw her.we went to shop ard again and after tht pei her to go look for the alter shop.Bt we could nt figure out where is the place so we went to kfc to rest and buy food eat.so hungry man.Niger came and meet us oso.
It was a great dae with ger again and is she who will let me stop thinking abt ter.